Nightmare

Everybody might dream,and everybody might have a nightmare.
It cannot be an abnormal phenomenon if a human occasionally has a nightmare .
But I've suffered nightmare for several consecutive days during the last week. And those nightmares' contents were various.I can still remind clearly the horrible dream I made on 30th of last month.That looked like I was in a dracula movie,in the dream the sky was such dull and I was walking on a road with many people,but those men and women were killed one by one through different type.I can remember that at the last there was only one stayed with me,he or she was in a police uniform,and I can hardly take the horrors any more,so I said to him "It seems each of us going to die" but he turned his face to me with a sunshine like smile "Yes,it is so,but whatever..."a second later he was killed by a man jumped out from the roadside's shadow,whose knife straight pierced into his chest...then I woke up with a thrill and cold sweat...

I can't give an explain for why these consecutive nightmares appeared..I bethink Sigmund Freud said dreams are a kind of restrained eros which cannot be achieved in real world but can be contented through an alteration...wherefore there are two terms "latent content" and "manifest content" in psychology...At present I can't completely comprehend those obscurity and hard-to-understand terms and theories...but maybe I can give a conclusion that there're lots of dark stuffs deeply inside my mind.I have noticed this long time ago since I found that I always feel the depression when alone, and when I see others are in a joy,I often recall many bad memories and imagine an abjective end of their fragile happiness...Perhaps I am pessimistic to the bone...I am the man who always says "there's only a half apple remains" but not "there's still a half apple remains"...

But..think of these for a while...humm....a pessimistic personality...maybe is not a so bad thing, is it?...:)

Anyhow,at last,having nightmare has stopped now ,and nowadays what I dreamed is all about Games and other sixes and sevens...althouth no sweet or spring dreams(:D), but atleast no more nightmares ... Thank godness...

recently did and thought:
1.went to Beidaihe for a week and lived there alone for 4 or 5 days,suffered a stomach jerk which almost killed me...damn it...
2.2008 is an eventful year for sure....
3.Starcraft is more interesting than Warcraft3...- -||

(Added on 10th May)